After a few days of absolute crap, and lengthy emails back and forwards, me & The Fox have agreed to meet up tonight to have a proper talk about things.

I know we were meant to sort it out at the weekend, but (as is typical in many relationships I feel) we just skirted around the issue, and tried to get on with enjoying being together without facing what was really causing us problems. That meant that we didn't talk about it until we went to bed Sunday night - and even then, it was a bit difficult at first.

So - now we are meetinf with the sole purpose of at least TRYING to sort it out. Both of us have felt crappy this week - neither of us like the thought of not seeing each other again. To me, that sounds like a good start.

This week has been quite odd as I have discovered that if I WAS back on the market properly, there are a couple of people that would like to keep me entertained shall we say. Even The Dutchman has been rather 'attentive' shall we say.

So, it's fingers crossed for tonight, or I am going to start getting comment from Gareth about me being a slapper!! LOL

I wish I knew how it was going to work out! It's his birthdya tomorrow as well. I haven't even got him a card (although his pressie IS on order). Do I get a 'boyfriend / love' one or do I get nothing at all??? And then he goes away on holiday for a week on Saturday night. All these things!

*sigh*