I do - and I don't know what. Regular readers of my diary have probably noticed that I go through some kind of bi-annual "Oh I have to do something with my life" trauma time.

NOW is that time.

I'm bored. I want something exciting to happen, so I can moan about it. LOL! I wouldn't care if my flat exploded or something, just so that I could have something exciting to focus on.

I probably need a holiday, change of scenery or, at the least, some kind of break. At the moment I have nothing to look forward to. Nothing planned, nothing lined up for the forseeable future that I can think "Oooooo, well THAT's gonna be good".

I'm supposed to be going out drinking / clubbing on Saturday with about 70 other people. But it's only in London, and 78.6% of me is thinking "Can I really be arsed? It's just another night out drinking in London". The trouble is, I've promised a few people that I'm going, and I'd feel really bad if I pulled out now.

I feel listless. No 'oomph'. No 'je ne sais qui'. No va va voom!

Does anyone feel like a life-swap for a while?