Well, I have come to the conclusion that the PNB isn't going to be a PNB after all. And I'm not really quite sure why....I guess there's a few reasons.

As I said before, I should have felt like the cat that got the cream....but I didn't. I missed The Fox.

Then the ex-PNB's ex (is it confusing yet? LOL) kicked up such a stink, publicly slating me on the site we go on and everything. Especially on Friday night, which was when I kinda lost it a bit. The Fox was very supportive actually.....he rang me and said all the right things and whatever.....which just made me miss him more!

So - the position I'm left in really is thinking that the PNB isn't worth the aggro I've been getting, especially not at the moment. And The Fox? Well.......it's too late for that really. And I am totally shit at being on my own, so I feel a little lost and empty right now.

Hmmm....perhaps I need to eat something! :-D