I can't believe that I opened the first door on my advent calendar this morning. Lorna, if you're reading.....I've got one here for you too my love! you can have it tonight. :)

I have bought ONE present and that was Lorna's.....and she asked for it, and for once has got what she wanted, LOL. I might order about 3 more pressies today, so that is certainly progress for me! I usually don't even think about presents til the 15th Dec at least!

This weekend was an odd one. After moaning about everything on Thursday, I did in fact go out on Saturday night.......and I had a blast. It really was fun. But I did get totally rat-arsed, got a lift home in a camper van and then when my lift went home (about 2ish), I spoke to a guy I talk to a lot, and then went to bed feeling very VERY unloved, unwanted and lonely.......and sent The Fox a text. BUT I would like to add that I wasn't the one who made first contact. He sent me a mail on Friday.

I am bitter. There are no two ways about it. I am as bitter as a lemon at the way he's treated me. I don't do bitter, so I'm just as bitter about being forced to be bitter!! Ha ha ha!

I have new men in my life and I can't even be arsed to give them names. Hmmmm......maybe I should go away and think and come back when I'm feeling better.