Well - someone seems to have managed to get to the root of my problem and cause of my overall listlessness and semi-depression. This comment from jason just about sums up what I've been doing wrong lately. I haven't been going out with my friends!!! I've been nowhere and done nothing!! And because I haven't been going out, I haven't been practicing my social skills and now I feel like I've lost them.

I need a night of fun, laughter, alcohol and flirting!!! Luckily I'm going out Tuesday night, so I should be able to fit it in :) And I've bought some new 'fuck me boots' - which may just help things along a bit.

I've had so much going on and not really given myself time for ME. I have decided that I'm like a Sim, where they have their needs that they have to keep up in the green and satisfied or they start to get upset and uncontrollable. Except instead of the 8 normal ones (hunger, bladder, social, energy, environment, fun, comfort and erm......the other one), I actually am a girl of simple needs. I have 3 social needs (one of them based around alcohol), 2 sex needs, a couple of flirting needs and a work satisfaction one!

Guess who's been playing The Sims 2 too much!!