Memoirs of an Eastender December 24, 2002 - 9:39 a.m. Merry Bloody Stressmas |
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Currently reading: The Guy Next Door Making me happy: Hmmmmmm, let me think.......................... Pissing me off: Don't NEED to think - LOL I am SO not enjoying myself at the moment. There have been the occasional nice shiny times, but there's been nothing sparkly for a while now! I feel very very very deflated! Ok - let me summarise. Firstly - the crap: * Spoke to C on Sunday, he said he would give me a ring later about seeing me that evening. Still haven't heard from him * Haven't heard from The Hat at all since Friday - which is actually very very odd * Have had countless arguments with Mark about childcare etc which we tried to resolve Sunday morning but is obviously going to take a while * Haven't heard from The Dutchman * STILL have some Xmas presents to buy * STILL in conflabs with my family about my movements over Xmas * The munchkin has told me 6 times now that she 'Doesn't like Sharon' * Put on weight cos I've been eating more cos I am SO unhappy * Nothing to do tonight Ok, now lets think of some shiny events over the past few days: * Saw the lovely Lorna yesterday, even if it was a fleeting visit * Had a REAL card through the post from K and a quite touching email from him when I thanked him for it * Had a nice couple of hours with my next door neighbour and his friend last night - but it's a shame he'll be away til New Year * Had a result and ended up getting a bargain for Abbi's present, just cos the shop assistants were inefficient - LOL * My parents are fab * My favourite gay still rings me two or three times a day * I love the munchkin SO much.....the downside of this is that sometimes I look at her and get such a big rush of love that Mark is included in it cos she is part him. I don't really like that feeling, it makes me uncomfortable * Had some really good online chats last night * I go to Amsterdam soon with Lorna - woohoo!! And I have just realised that another reason for me feeling a bit down could be the fact that I haven't taken my tablets for quite a while. Hmmmmm.....I think I'll go and do that now!
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